i wonder

if you chose to wait

so he didn’t have to find

you,

the way he did last night

just before

5:42 on your side

choking,

on his birthday.

oh god,

xxx.

for real this time.

did you have to

do it with that

shit they put you on?

i understand.

i don’t but i do.

at least the parts

that make

every

day

feel

bruised.

 

  1. floralthoughts said: Did you write this?? It’s so well written!
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